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This song was written, recorded, and mixed entirely on a Twitch stream! It was a lot of fun and there will be more in this series to come. <3
Thank you so much to everyone that tuned in and joined in with feedback along the way! Special thanks to Faith Holt and Morgan Jergens for your contributions of help and guidance to lyrics in this song.
lyrics
i'd rather not hide how i'm feeling deep inside
because the lying's overrated and i've gotten pretty jaded
i just wanna sense control like when you left me all alone
but when you're always here, well i can never left you go
i'm fucking lonely
i've been trying to this work things out
take these feelings from my mouth
if you'd just know me
and i'm just starting to realize those crocodile tears
weren't because you thought you were losing me
you were so scared to watch the world crumble at your feet
and if i see you never well i don't think i'd ever really care
it's my pity party and i'll cry if i want to
you don't have to stay but i just wanted you to want to
we're just out playing games but there's nothing to win here
at the end of the day i'm not your consolation prize
and i'm just starting to realize those crocodile tears
weren't because you thought you were losing me
you were so scared to watch the world crumble at your feet
and if i see you never well i don't think you'd ever really care
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